I'm sick, I'm dying soon, and I can't let go of this friggin' feeling.
This feeling that's been eating me alive.
Fuck.
I feel so empty. Like, like I've never felt anything in my life.
I feel dead. I friggin' already feel dead.
I'm lighting up a cigarette.
Sometimes, sometimes, I just want to kill myself.
I want to feel pain. Just to make sure I'm still alive. Just to make sure I'm still here.
Just to make sure that I'm not yet dead.
But it's stupid.
'Cause I'd die anyway.
I'm crumbling.
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